the bright side of you

Darling, while i'm writing this, you're already in your sweet dreams.
In order to finish my work, i kept chasing you away from talking to me, I felt so guilty.
But i really have no choice, you know I have 2 assignments due today and tomorrow.
I just wanted to spend more time with during our date later :)
So, I must make sure I finished them.

And I wanted to tell you this, you know whats my weak point
One of them was that I 'm work-oriented
Like you said, if there's a need to prioritize on my job, I'll make sure do it before anything
Often during this, I might have forgotten about your feelings
What i wanna say is that, thanks for putting yourself in my shoes
I know its very hard for you to do so
I believe this kinda situation would always happen in future
So i have nothing but only this matter than need your compromise
Can?
I'll definitely compromise you as well
I think both of us are super mature in handling this relationship
Timing is so important, I told you :)
We're fated to be together

Anyway I told you i did something embarrassed in the class today
I told you I have no mood and didn't feel like saying it
So what happened was, the tutor asked something a super simple question in the class today
And I actively answered her ques with super long ans and in the end it was wrong
I was so embarrassing, I can't even answer a stupid question
Later on I got to redeem myself by answering few ques correctly
But I couldn't forgive myself, I just hated myself for being so stupid
Thats why my mood was really bad
I didn't dare to talk much to you, because when my mood was bad
I got impatient and I scared that I'd throw tantrum on you without any reason