Knowing you for 4 days, had a quarrel at the same day.
I was terribly fat, and there were some parts about me that you hope that I could work on to make them better
I know that everything you thought about was just for my own good, i can't help but to keep on losing confidence to myself.
In the end i couldn't handle it so I let everything out, because i'm also starting to hate myself, such a person with so many imperfections.
I raised up my voice and just let whatever that ran thru my mind out
You were on the other side of the phone, listening to my rants
I didn't expect anything from you, I thought you'll find im unreasonable
Coz i really think i'm abit too much at that time, but I just couldn't take back hold back what i wanted to say
Surprisingly, you apologized and tried to make me happy with your useless jokes (haha)
That time, i was really surprised by how calmed you were.
You were so different from my exs, because you didn't make things worse
In fact, you were trying to save our relationship
And most importantly, I know that you would do anything just to put a smile on my face
Then only relize, this relationship is so mature that i think it'll last forever
You're so calm and understanding
Thou after listening to your explanations i still angry and wanted to hang up the phone, you insisted not to.
You said that, "never bring problem to the next day", I didn't know why you say so
Then you told me that bringing prob overnights would only make both of us love each other lesser
I was really amazed by how mature and thoughtful you are
Today, the first time ever in my life, I gave my kiss to you on the phone.
Today, the first time to both of us, we promised we'll stay together FOREVER
Forever is never a word used by either of us, but I'm pretty sure that when we said that word, we meant it.
Anyway your birthday is coming up, march 24.
I hope that i could note down our everyday dairies as your present.
I have nothing branded for you, i'm just gonna spam your birthday with my wholesome love.
Love you forever awesome baby!
I was terribly fat, and there were some parts about me that you hope that I could work on to make them better
I know that everything you thought about was just for my own good, i can't help but to keep on losing confidence to myself.
In the end i couldn't handle it so I let everything out, because i'm also starting to hate myself, such a person with so many imperfections.
I raised up my voice and just let whatever that ran thru my mind out
You were on the other side of the phone, listening to my rants
I didn't expect anything from you, I thought you'll find im unreasonable
Coz i really think i'm abit too much at that time, but I just couldn't take back hold back what i wanted to say
Surprisingly, you apologized and tried to make me happy with your useless jokes (haha)
That time, i was really surprised by how calmed you were.
You were so different from my exs, because you didn't make things worse
In fact, you were trying to save our relationship
And most importantly, I know that you would do anything just to put a smile on my face
Then only relize, this relationship is so mature that i think it'll last forever
You're so calm and understanding
Thou after listening to your explanations i still angry and wanted to hang up the phone, you insisted not to.
You said that, "never bring problem to the next day", I didn't know why you say so
Then you told me that bringing prob overnights would only make both of us love each other lesser
I was really amazed by how mature and thoughtful you are
Today, the first time ever in my life, I gave my kiss to you on the phone.
Today, the first time to both of us, we promised we'll stay together FOREVER
Forever is never a word used by either of us, but I'm pretty sure that when we said that word, we meant it.
Anyway your birthday is coming up, march 24.
I hope that i could note down our everyday dairies as your present.
I have nothing branded for you, i'm just gonna spam your birthday with my wholesome love.
Love you forever awesome baby!
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