the bright side of you: who are you

who are you

there are many things in life which you can't control

you can't control someone to believe you, to have faith in you that you could make it to their expectations

they just lost trust, literally based on your appearance and judge you from the way you're doing, not from what you're thinking

i thought i could handle this

of course i knew this project isn't easy

without US12K, nobody is expected to going to cambodia

everything ruins, including what other teams have been deliberately prepared

the games, the programmes for the kids

the airline ticket which came from our own pockets

it's all done if the target is not hit

and its all relying on one team-marketing

and the project director expect everything from the marketing head

and of course i know, how important the role is

with the pressures from pd and studies, i start to question my ability

i tried, study-cca-life balance is not easy

i just hope that i could fully focus on my midterm in these 2 days, and i'll get back to work once its done

but it seems like you're not going to let me free

by giving me pressures and thought things will work thru this way

im trying to compromise, to understand your stress, which probably more than what i'm encountering

but you never give me any space, as if you never trust me at all

you're just another typical leader-the controller

i have no control what i'm trying to say here

i'll still commit my time to do what you're expecting because i have no choice since i've taken this role

and i'm not trying to seek for any compassion

its just, i don't know

i don't know if i'm in the correct or the wrong stands

anyone can tell me what to do?

steve jobs said: "every morning imagine as if you only had one day left, do you still want to do what you're about to do on that day?"

i don't know what i want

so i have no eligibility to question myself on this

just do it, jingling

because you're obliged to

the obligation that comes from others

keep finding, don't settled