tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-40786358359272944672024-03-13T15:06:00.261-07:00the bright side of youjing linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628817300036002726noreply@blogger.comBlogger38125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078635835927294467.post-39289491663009294872013-05-01T04:58:00.001-07:002013-05-01T04:58:06.904-07:00that woman<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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jing linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628817300036002726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078635835927294467.post-41121905896157707592012-10-11T01:55:00.002-07:002012-10-11T01:55:59.913-07:00whats life.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
whats the meaning of life. <br />
blindly following the norms, and not as good as others.<br />
until i can't remember where's the fire in me, and what i'm passionate on.<br />
i'd rather myself to be another ordinary girl and stay kl, happy to be who i am and where i am.<br />
than make myself stuck in here, not knowing what i'm chasing for everyday. </div>
jing linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628817300036002726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078635835927294467.post-25299701396079977302012-04-19T10:10:00.000-07:002012-04-19T10:10:10.093-07:00<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Sometimes i'd rather you listen to me more<br />
rather than singing or playing piano to me<br />
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I really hope that, you can care about me more.<br />
Just try to put yourself in my shoes, that'll be good enough.<br />
Just like when you're excitedly sharing something you encountered from your side, I try to be curious and as enthusiastic as you.<br />
And not like when i told you some problem, you just silently let it goes and back to your own topic...<br />
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I bursted into tears while i was on the phone with you<br />
I had been trying very best to hold them on but still, i failed<br />
You were so nervous, not knowing what to do except making stupid jokes to regain my smiles<br />
I don't like to be vulnerable in front of others, but tonight, you're not another person<br />
You're like a part of me, like you said <b style="color: blue;">its never you and me, but us.</b><br />
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I was stressful<br />
I hated myself<br />
I had no confident<br />
I thought you deserved someone better (at least thinner)<br />
I just broke down, in overall<br />
I just couldn't take it anymore<br />
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There you were, on the other side of the phone listening to my grumbles<br />
And you told me a story of yours, which not many people knew <br />
I was shocked that you had such a past<br />
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<b>Sharing enables two people to understand each other more</b></div>
And this is so true especially to relationship<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Love is not about waiting for the storm to past<br />
Its about learning to dance in the rain</td></tr>
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<br />All the while I've been demanding myself to be someone perfect for you<br />
I wanted to be the full-marks-girlfriend just like how you're such an awesome bf<br />
And I was wrong<br />
Because you just love the way i am <br />
You told me,<span style="color: red;"> <b>Don't be the perfect one, be the RIGHT one for me</b></span><b>.</b><br />
At that moment, i realize that's how a relationship can last<br />
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Having a life partner is not always about <span style="color: black;">dating</span><br />
Sometimes you might learn new things from your loved one<br />
This is how a relationship grows<br />
And i can sense that<span style="color: black;"> our love</span> is growing too :)<br />
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jing linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628817300036002726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078635835927294467.post-3174147229525944382012-03-24T23:30:00.000-07:002013-04-30T18:06:00.210-07:00you're one year older now <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Such a memorable day.</div>
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Hope that you love the pressie i got for you! (:</div>
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jing linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628817300036002726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078635835927294467.post-37318702136853299372012-03-15T10:14:00.000-07:002012-03-15T10:14:00.174-07:00the eighth day 16.03.12<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Darling, while i'm writing this, you're already in your sweet dreams.<br />
In order to finish my work, i kept chasing you away from talking to me, I felt so guilty.<br />
But i really have no choice, you know I have 2 assignments due today and tomorrow.<br />
I just wanted to spend more time with during our date later :)<br />
So, I must make sure I finished them.<br />
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And I wanted to tell you this, you know whats my weak point<br />
One of them was that I 'm work-oriented<br />
Like you said, if there's a need to prioritize on my job, I'll make sure do it before anything<br />
Often during this, I might have forgotten about your feelings<br />
What i wanna say is that, thanks for putting yourself in my shoes<br />
I know its very hard for you to do so<br />
I believe this kinda situation would always happen in future<br />
So i have nothing but only this matter than need your compromise<br />
Can?<br />
I'll definitely compromise you as well<br />
I think both of us are super mature in handling this relationship<br />
Timing is so important, I told you :)<br />
We're fated to be together <br />
<br />
Anyway I told you i did something embarrassed in the class today<br />
I told you I have no mood and didn't feel like saying it<br />
So what happened was, the tutor asked something a super simple question in the class today<br />
And I actively answered her ques with super long ans and in the end it was wrong<br />
I was so embarrassing, I can't even answer a stupid question<br />
Later on I got to redeem myself by answering few ques correctly<br />
But I couldn't forgive myself, I just hated myself for being so stupid<br />
Thats why my mood was really bad<br />
I didn't dare to talk much to you, because when my mood was bad<br />
I got impatient and I scared that I'd throw tantrum on you without any reason<br />
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I have so many things to do, and i have tonnes of deadlines coming up<br />
But today, I told myself I must do what i've promised you, jog regularly<br />
And so i did<br />
While i was jogging, there were so many things running in my mind<br />
Today you asked me to read more fashion magazines, i have the feeling,<br />
Were you trying to transform me into another person<br />
I started to feel stress whenever you called, because i have to act like the person you like <br />
I started to wonder, do you love me at all<br />
Or am i just an investment for you<br />
Because you were looking for wife material, and coincidentally i'm not fake like how your exs were<br />
So you'll just "invest" on me<br />
You don't really like everything about me, do you?<br />
And another thought was, am I working hard for you or for myself?<br />
Deep down inside my heart, i know that everything is for you<br />
But i tried to denied, because I don't wanna live for anyone else but me<br />
What if one day you left me?<br />
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I told you about my jogging stuff, i said i jogged for 30 mins instead of 40 mins<br />
Then a long and huge sign from you, "har........"<br />
As if i'm not doing well enough<br />
I know i didn't achieve the standard you set for me, but does that really matter?<br />
Its only a 10 mins differencee!<br />
And, I AM YOUR GF, not your trainee.<br />
I don't pay you to train me, i'm not someone that you'd train in order to make money from<br />
I'm just a person that loves you so much<br />
But i don't get anything besides cynical<br />
I felt so disheartened and devastated<br />
Don't you think you're too harsh on me?<br />
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Sometimes i really wonder, i'm not really as bad as what you always rant about<br />
Why would i stay with someone that will constantly make me feel bad about myself?<br />
Why am i so unhappy now.<br />
This has never happened to me :(<br />
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<b>OKAY THE PROBLEM SOLVED.</b><br />
I misinterpreted your "har....." coz you didnt mean it that way<br />
Its just misunderstanding :)<br />
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Baby when i asked you what are the good things that you can see in me<br />
I'm really touched by your answers<br />
I mean, you really put your effort to think about it<br />
And i realize that you just know me so well, unlike my other friends<br />
You said i wasn't ready to get into a relationship at the first place coz i have no time<br />
You said that I used to be pampered by my family and i've becoming more independent ever since i left home<br />
You said that i'm very hardworking, as I worked so hard to cope with the sg fast-paced living<br />
Baby, most of them were my past, you were not there with me<br />
But you're meticulous that you know it right away even when i didnt tell you<br />
I'm so touched<br />
There isn't a word to describe how much i fall for you<br />
You're a kidnapper, you stole my heart :D <br />
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親愛的 我多麼幸運 人海中能夠遇見你<br />
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Baby i wanna protect our relationship<br />
I know it will last<br />
I wanna give my whole heart to you<br />
I don't think i can take it back anymore<br />
I love you<br />
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<br /></div>jing linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628817300036002726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078635835927294467.post-27035072758446050362012-03-12T11:52:00.001-07:002012-03-12T11:52:37.169-07:00the forth day 12.03.12<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Knowing you for 4 days, had a quarrel at the same day.<br />
I was terribly fat, and there were some parts about me that you hope that I could work on to make them better<br />
I know that everything you thought about was just for my own good, i can't help but to keep on losing confidence to myself.<br />
In the end i couldn't handle it so I let everything out, because i'm also starting to hate myself, such a person with so many imperfections.<br />
I raised up my voice and just let whatever that ran thru my mind out<br />
You were on the other side of the phone, listening to my rants<br />
I didn't expect anything from you, I thought you'll find im unreasonable<br />
Coz i really think i'm abit too much at that time, but I just couldn't take back hold back what i wanted to say<br />
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Surprisingly, you apologized and tried to make me happy with your useless jokes (haha)<br />
That time, i was really surprised by how calmed you were.<br />
You were so different from my exs, because you didn't make things worse<br />
In fact, you were trying to save our relationship<br />
And most importantly, I know that you would do anything just to put a smile on my face<br />
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Then only relize, this relationship is so mature that i think it'll last forever<br />
You're so calm and understanding<br />
Thou after listening to your explanations i still angry and wanted to hang up the phone, you insisted not to.<br />
You said that, "never bring problem to the next day", I didn't know why you say so<br />
Then you told me that bringing prob overnights would only make both of us love each other lesser<br />
I was really amazed by how mature and thoughtful you are<br />
<br />
Today, the first time ever in my life, I gave my kiss to you on the phone.<br />
Today, the first time to both of us, we promised we'll stay together FOREVER<br />
Forever is never a word used by either of us, but I'm pretty sure that when we said that word, we meant it.<br />
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Anyway your birthday is coming up, march 24.<br />
I hope that i could note down our everyday dairies as your present.<br />
I have nothing branded for you, i'm just gonna spam your birthday with my wholesome love.<br />
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Love you forever awesome baby!<br />
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<br /></div>jing linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628817300036002726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078635835927294467.post-10374341062797661762012-03-12T01:00:00.000-07:002013-04-30T18:07:30.022-07:00i have loved you for a thousand years <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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One night, I randomly asked, could you <a href="http://mentally-luxurious.blogspot.sg/2012/03/i-have-loved-you-for-thousand-years.html#" id="_GPLITA_0" style="text-decoration: underline;" title="Click to Continue > by Browse to Save">play</a> this song for me?</div>
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You replied, saying that this kinda song was very hard to play using piano.</div>
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I didn't say a thing, because I knew that you'd learn it for me no matter how.</div>
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Today you had bad mood, because your dinner was sucks, you said that the restaurant was a money sucker</div>
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You're such a food critic, so particular about food.</div>
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That time i felt quite bad, because I saw my midterm result was out.</div>
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As usual, I was one of the lowest quartile population.</div>
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I didn't get to let you know, because you already hung up the phone, said you have something on.</div>
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I was a bit upset, I thought you could comfort me a bit.</div>
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15 mins later, I received your call.</div>
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"Baby, you listen to this okay?"</div>
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While i was still grieving over my results, here I heard the first tune
of the song came from piano, immediately my eyes went wet.</div>
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That tune was so familiar, because I listen to this song almost every day.</div>
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You have such gifted talent, you played by ears not by scores.</div>
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So every tune, every rhythm, came out naturally.</div>
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Because it goes with your feelings.</div>
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I was really touched, one thing was that the rhythm of this song is very hard to catch.</div>
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Furthermore you're so unfamiliar with the song and you played to me after you've listened to it for merely 15 mins.<br />
Most importantly, <b>you're always there for me even if i didn't say anything</b><br />
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"I could do better.." you said.</div>
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To me, that was the best music already, what counts is your effort, not the outcome. I told you.</div>
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Sometimes I do wonder, god can be so unfair.</div>
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You're just too perfect, and at times I wonder if I deserve to have you.</div>
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You said you're the luckiest guy in the world, because you met me.</div>
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No, i think i'm the lucky one, because i found you.</div>
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jing linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628817300036002726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078635835927294467.post-84406470415514943102012-03-11T14:00:00.000-07:002013-04-30T18:21:24.092-07:00♥ <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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jing linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628817300036002726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078635835927294467.post-49298487356367321332012-02-01T16:32:00.000-08:002012-02-01T16:32:40.769-08:00DAMNIT<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Been feeling really really badddd<br />
I knew I could have done better during the interview but I just...sort of concurred by the nervousness...<br />
I feel really badd, and hated myself<br />
If only I could have a second chance.....unlikely...<br />
sigh<br />
So near yet so far!</div>jing linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628817300036002726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078635835927294467.post-84472513069850808522011-11-24T04:33:00.001-08:002011-11-24T04:37:06.316-08:00how cute XD<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">indonesian guys are quite cute XD XD XD</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">too bad the above has married</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i believe they have implanted fine genes to their next generations so i think i still got chance?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">haha OMG</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i study until siao lol</span><br />
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<br /></div>jing linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628817300036002726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078635835927294467.post-87644325920051598442011-11-21T05:42:00.001-08:002011-11-21T05:43:32.379-08:00pain pain go away!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">MENSTRUAL PAIN IS A KILLER</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">CAN'T SLEEP CAN'T STUDY NO APPETITE CAN'T DO ANYTHING</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">:(((</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">here i am, in a place which had already been abandoned by you and forgotten by all</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">but i will never forget it because i'm still visiting it even up to today</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">the place has become so silent, not as crowded as it used to be</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">because the owner has given up on the place anymore</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">it's so dull, but what flashes back on my mind are pages and pages of memories</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">so much that i could not afford to forget them because each piece of them is worth of remembrance</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">it is definitely not a good habit as human should gear towards the current life and never look back to the past, or even regret over them (sadly speaking, it's a loser's act)</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">but i can't help</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i guess i'll keep going back until one day, you are being replaced</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">looking back to the past is torturous and i don't like the feeling as well</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">nevertheless this is a good song.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">突然覺得心裡好擁擠 想起了甚麼又逼自己忘記</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">那些曾經 如何讓你沉迷 我就吞下不必要的好奇</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">你愛上的我 一定有哪裡像他</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">你們的過去 我總是自己放大</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">明明我 就沒有那麼差 心情好複雜</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;"><b>你愛過的他 是不是已經放下</b></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">每次這麼想 咫尺就變成天涯</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">說真的 不是我不瀟灑 是愛你很多 無法裝偉大</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">我拼命製造新的記憶 從前的是我們都絕口不提</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">你的眼睛 隱瞞了你的心 他從來沒消失只是轉移</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">你愛上的我 並不能夠代替他</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">我沒有辦法 完成你們的計畫</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">明明我 就沒有那麼差 真的好掙扎</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">你愛過的他 你真的還在乎嗎</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">既然沒辦法 我只好繼續裝傻</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">說真的 不是我不瀟灑 愛你那麼多 如何裝偉大</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">no matter how other people see you</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">the least you have to do is to be confident with yourself</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">believe that you have the prettiest face, prettiest body</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">everything of you is incomparable </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">you know you are the precious one</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">so love yourself, mentally and physically</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">thats where you gain your competitiveness</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">when the confidence in you outshine</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">its not about how you dress up</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">its about your unique personality</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">and how you bring this across to other people</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i really need to be confident now :(</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">if not i'll be easily beatable</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i can't wait for the arrival of this weekend</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i'm gonna finish all my works and go home</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i didn't see my family for 3 months already and i miss them a lot</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">especially my dad</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">since he moved to jb we have not seen each other for half a year i guess</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">hope you are doing well dad</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i miss you tooo</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">thou you are apart from us, you are always remembered</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">♥</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i don't show you the weak side of mine</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">its the only way not to remind myself how tough that life could be</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">its the only way to remain even stronger</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">and tell myself</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i can secretly and strongly go thru this</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">when i start to grumble how hard my life is</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i start to question my ability</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">and i will pause for any ridiculous thinking, to feel emphatic for myself</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">which i won't allowed myself to do so</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">only you've gone thru those you once thought were impossible</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">only then, you could taste the meaning of life</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">only then, you will grow.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">please ensure that you'll make it</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">we will pray for you</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i can't sleep i can't study i can't do anything</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i spent hours googling the meaning of low platelets counts</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">what i know roughly is that, platelet is important to regenerate your tissue and cell</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i think it will help to stop the injury part of the skin from bleeding also</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">lacking of platelets will cause you to bleed continuously, which is very dangerous</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">because blood is utmost important in your body</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i read your blog</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">you said that normal people has 400-1000 of platelets, but you only have 1</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">omgg that really worries me a lot</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i really hope this would be the last time you were so near to death</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i treasure my friends</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">especially you who concern about me so much</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i hope you will recover real sooon</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">cause you still owe me a italian food treats ((:</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">best wishes.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i feel guilty, were you in sick for very long already?</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i have to admit, previously I wouldn't wanna have a more-than-just-a-friend relationship with you</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">even thou you have asked me out for so many times since last year, none of the invitation worked as you wish</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i am really sorry, i was scared by your determination and honesty </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i didn't know you've been facing a hardship for so long</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">why would i always judge someone without getting to know the person better? </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i hate myself for being so surface :(</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i will pray for you ys</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">get well sooooooon!</span></div>
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jing linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628817300036002726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078635835927294467.post-49128735862141990302011-10-10T08:19:00.001-07:002011-10-10T08:19:58.006-07:00fall again<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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jing linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628817300036002726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4078635835927294467.post-49216196604947955022011-10-08T20:24:00.000-07:002011-10-08T20:43:04.314-07:00finally I CLUBBED<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">it was not that tempted until my beloved classmate-yilina invited me for clubbing with other classmates as well.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i guess its mainly due to the fact that i've just finished my midterms</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">and i was terribly look forward to release myself</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">so here i am, ZOUK</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">clubbing has always been a mystery to me</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">it looks just okay to me, but i don't get it why people enjoy so much</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">even after i tried out my first experience, it was not as fun as i expected</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">first you get yourself drunk then you go into the club</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">and one of my friend's friend actually got himself drunk like hell</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i've seen drunkard before but i've never seen those that are unconscious AT ALL</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">like he totally slept at whenever he was, and he has no idea what other people doing/talking to him</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">like this.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i swear to you this was his position when we dunk him into a cab at the first place</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">the worst part was he got drunk before even got into the club</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">so his friend could not went in because he had to take care of the drunk friend thou he's paid for it</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i always wonder why people have no self-control</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">they often overestimate their own ability, especially in drinking</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i am always aware of everything so even the guys keep asking me to drink</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i know where's my limit</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i just stop drinking when i can't take it regardless of how they think of me</span></div>
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">or probably this person is having some problems, nobody knows</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">however i gotta admit that i got a little bit tipsy and dizzy and i had to rely on my friend when i was standing</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">and <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">i kissed a girl</span>, which was the wild type one</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">haha we all got real high already</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">one of the craziest thing i've ever done</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">but thats with my girl friend so its fine</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">believe it or not, the part i enjoyed the most was when i got down to the dance floor</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">but i didnt really enjoy that much because it was too dark inside and i had to hug my friend so that we dont lost each other</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">how to enjoy yourself when you have to be aware at all times</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">this is also the moment where you see the truth side of guys</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">some of them might be a gentlemen in school, but not at night</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">which is good, i know if i can depend on them in the future</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">there was this guy kept hugging my waist</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i got very annoyed because i wasn't drunk and i was just dizzy and imbalance</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">but seriously i tried to get away from him and he was like arghhhh</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">as far as i concern, he is woo-ing my friend i dont know what others think when he's with me all times</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">he's my friend's friend i don't wanna make things awkward so i just kept avoiding him</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">but deep down in my heart, i feel like asking him to F***K OFF MAN STOP TOUCHING ME</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">in the end i remember lewis asking me whether i enjoyed my first experience</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i was so honestly told him that I DON'T</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">then he just kinda walked away, awkward i guess</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">but i couldn't smile at him and said YES I DO ENJOYED A LOT</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">thats seriously not me especially when i was alcohol-ed and will eventually be more honest than usual</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">after all i should concluded that <b>clubbing is definitely not my thing</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">zouk is not a good place to club, freaking packed!</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">i can go once in a while, but surely not hardcore one</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">and its very important to go with your <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">close</span> friends</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">so close that you know them well enough</span><br />
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